很久都没写 blog 了咯~

虽然发生很多事但还是很懒惰写....

首先呢，

先要感谢神，

赐给我从他上头而来的智慧，

让我spm考到我预想不到的成绩。

a+ 虽然不多，

少中之少，但我很满意了。

非常非常满意，

完全都不敢相信那是自己的成绩

感谢主^.^

还有...

我没去ns 了啦~

hohoho....

人生中最大的喜事。

不然我每天都会在那里过地狱般的生活~

我才不要

吃又吃得多，晒又晒得够，谁有谁不够~

我想去玩，想去交更多的朋友，

但我不喜欢m 和 s ....

谢谢医生啦。

我还记得他的名~

doctor abu bakar bin ........

不懂什么。。。。

spm 的成绩对我来说....

is nothing,

我不想去f6

很不想.....

说老实话，

以前我拚，

没有什么目的，

只是为了不进f6 而已........

主阿~

帮助我.......

我要scholarship ......................

I hate BOYS who like to ask me "what r u doing?" this question . Yet , dont ask me why i hate this because it's hard for me to explain .For me , it is a very senseless question ! Lol , hello plz lah , what for u want to know what ppl are doing ?? aft u know then what u gonna to do ??Want chat v ppl just start ur topic lah ...if ntg to chat plz dont find me to chat ~ so that i can use the time to SLEEP ...zzzzz.....And , i also don't like those who like to ask me to reply msg if i didnt reply ...there are just some reasons i don wish to reply msg only ...1st , there's ntg to chat v u .2nd, i am REALLY VERY busy . And 3rd , i am shopping or on9 ....forget about my hp ...So , plz don keep on msg me NON STOP if i didnt reply ....dont make me hate u ~XXX


2day watched movie with classmates .... PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF !it's very nice and i like the story so much ! ANd logan lerman is very cool !!!i like him >.<~2mr going to popular and buy this book ~but my bro told me just now no stock ady T.T what a sad news for me !!!I dont care , 2ml i sure will find it out no matter how ....jj popular , tesco popular or opposite of katholik....so , wish me good luck ^.^


2day i felt very angry of someone . Well, i don1 to mention his name here. I dont like ppl who find me when i am working . It's ok if there is no customers , or u have somethings to pass to me or tell me . But , if u come here for ntg and just sit there , i really will fed up . This job is not like my previous job anymore!Our company's demand to us is very high , and even though i am just a part time promoter , they treat me as their company's worker also .i felt so stress when i started work . Many things to learn and i very scare to serve customers last time . Now i am quiet ok ady and start to adapt this job ~ i start to like it and accomplished when customers buy our products ...Guess what , cuz i can get commission ma ...Just like today , i sold out 5 bottles of perfumes , total : rm1496 . And i get Rm 29.92 for commission . ^.^ hohoho ...and today i just worked 4 hours (salary : rm20) haha i earn RM 50 in 4 hours ~!yeah ^.^ 2day is a lucky day for me indeed !!!


Come back to my topic , 2day got a bastard came to my counter , erm,actually he is my friend , but i not so like him because....hmm....i dunno ....As i told him before , don't ever find me when i am working , u'll make me in trouble !!!!If just a few minutes then it is ok , but plz dont come here for ntg . And yet , he still don1 to listen . He came here and sitted at there ,customers came he just sitted there only ~ what the .....!!!i told him that the guard will warn me after he goes but he just said " ntg de lah"....Omg !!!Bastard !!!! He really dunno i was fed up that time !!!And we have ntg to chat , hello plz lah , u said parkson is very hot rite?just go away lah ok ?dont disturb me when i am working ok?Plz don't destroy my working mood ~!!!Well, there is ntg else i can say . Next time , don't blame me if i .......erm....


Wish me gud luck 2ml ...i want to buy that book ~...

大红包

一早起来就收到一个大红包~


臭pimple !!!
i hate u ~


pls don't come nearer to me anymore...~!
and get lost in my life right now ~
i don wish to celebrate new year v u ~
i am anti-pimples ~
what happen to my hormones ???
haizzz~~~~
get lost now !!!!!!


happy new year to everyone...
and ,
happy valentine's day ~


erm...
happy working to me too...
happy watching the roof at working place too....
happy receiving salary ang pao to me too....
happy new year to me too >.< ''

Damn it ! i hate myself so much ~!
i wasted above rm200 today within 4 hours ...
but i just realize that i didnt buy anything ~

i bought this whole set of cloth for alex ....
guess what ~it's just rm32.90 per set ...
included the outer wear , singlet and the jeans !
but...
alas , i asked him to act cool and let me capture a photo...
but....the result .....haiz.....speechless....
i have no comment on him ...
just want to ask him..."hello !are u acting cool?or u feel headache now?!"

my dad and alex...

my dad said the sunglasses is too dark ady...he was headache after wore it ...anyway ,thx for the cooperation to let me capture this photo...

haiz...i promised myself cant waste money anymore...but i couldn't make it ~haiz so sad !!!i couldn't control myself...how can i go kl on this coming march ?i will be crazy when shopping at there ....spending up my money without consideration~arrrhh...~!

i must learn to control myself ....

tahan ......tahan.....tahan.....

dont buy ......dont buy.....plzzzzz....

yeah ~
just now went to maybank and checked my balance..
i get my salary ady !
hahaha...
but just get the 1 month salary ...
the other half month ...????
plz don't tell me that tiger took it ady >.<'' lol...


i dunno how can i spend the money ...
i don't want to see my balance is empty anymore..
hate to see it ~!
haha...
well ,
i havent buy my new year shirt and new year shoes as well...
i havent clean up my room...
it looks like a kennel indeed ~
i don't have the new year mood...
so , planning to not buy any new year shirts this year...
arrhhhh....
what a sad news for me...
i have to celebrate CNY in parkson on the 1st and 2nd day from 10am to 10pm...
well , it's ok for me lar...
stay at home also ntg to do what ....


march is coming lor...
although i don't hope that month will appear in this year but ....
as i know ,
it's only happen in my sweet dream ...
march ....
i have to take my spm result ,
which i don't wish to see...
march ....
i have to go for natinal service ,
which i don't wish to go ...
march ....
i have to leave my family as well... T.T
march ....
march .....
march ......
the day will comes no matter how ..................
aarrrhhh T.T
face it optimistic ~!

写不出....
说不出....
想不出....
如何解释....

别人问为什么，
始终得不到答案。
因为就连我自己都不知道....
为什么...

一位朋友说我变了...

变了吗？

我....
变得喜欢胡思乱想 ，
变得喜欢独自一个人 ，
不想其他人干涉我的生活 ，
变得不想说话....
不想看戏，
不想逛街，
不想和朋友去吃喝玩乐，
不想唱k ...
不想找人聊心事。
不想不想不想~
什么都不想，
我不懂...
自己想要什么~


所以 ，
当我拒绝和你们出去时，
请原谅我~
不去想任何借口，
因为不知如何解释...



或许我能玩得很疯狂很三八，
但 ，
我脱不下 ，
这套面具 ...

yesterday slept at 1am because sms with zhi qi . I have so many things to tell her about my new job . yesterday i worked at a new , a strange place ...For me , it is not an easy job if compare with my previous job ...especially when you serve the customers . Many things to learn and I have to make myself love this job ~no choice ...because i have promised lynda ...

Kinda miss the days I worked with zhi qi . We used to go to work together , eat together when break time , scolded by that tiger together play together and talk the tiger's bad together .Yesterday i went to work alone , ate alone , paid the auto pay alone although i don't know how to pay , (kinda stupid !)and work with a permanent promoter there... I cant live without zhi qi T.T She is not beside me and i miss her so much !

it is not an easy job ... I hope this month will be passed very soon ~ T.T

2day i woke up at 11am ... daddy was not at home that time ...

Well , my day started with a blissful morning as daddy had prepared breakfast to me , together with the notice paper he wrote :

yen,

1. 有鸡蛋面包

2. 今天有番薯糖水

3. 饭涡里有包

4. 有apple 在冰箱里

thank you very much daddy ...muckssss...

2day and 2ml have to work from 6pm to 10pm . hope don't have customers come lah ....拜托拜托~

傻掉了~

真的傻掉了...

真的......

吓得傻了。

脑袋一片空白~

不禁浮现出刚才的情况。

难以想象，

真的....

我不想去想太多，

可是不能，

我真的逼不到自己不去想！

第一次，

真的第一次~！

我的胆真的快吓破了~

如果当时我不闪，

我真的想象不到现在的我会在哪里。

天啊！

他们以为自己在驾飞机吗？

用冲的，

很好玩是吗？！

两辆一起冲！

你们以为是玩具车阿？

还hon 我....

what the ......!!!

那是你老爸的路吗？

马路如虎口~

真的很恐怖！

你小心可是别人未必能小心~

很怕....

真得很怕.....

回家路上脑子都一片空白~

然后又开始胡思乱想。

我没告诉爸爸妈妈，

不能告诉他们~

不能再想了！！！

我不要再想了~！

最重要是人没事~

人没事就好~

要忘记~！

真的要忘记！

13/1/2010，

没出现过在我的人生里！

should i leave there ?

i behtahan them ady ~

really behtahan...

luckily zhiqi works with me now...

or else i will die there...

nobody bully me ,

nobody scold me ,

they are not strict ...

but dunno why ,

i don't like..

really dont like...

because they all are relative...

and i think it is very unfair to me and zhiqi...

she didnt scold us ,

just said only .

But why ?

why her relative can but we cant?

it is very unfair !

really ~!

tomorrow offday ...

yeah ~

no need to see their face >.<

Happy wednesday to me lah ^.^

I admire her indeed . She is a superwoman i had ever meet before.Her independence ,her bravery, her hardship and so on...i very admire her ~!

Yesterday daddy just received uncle's call from terengganu . Uncle and his wife just backed from Australia after staying there for two or three months...and what i know from my dad was , my cousin is working at australia now , as a paediatrician ! And , she wishes to be an Australasian .Omg...finally she accomplishes her dream-to be a doctor.

She leaved us since i was standard 6 or form 1 , i couldn't remember that...and she backed in year 2006 when it was chinese new year if i am not mistaken.And until now, she didnt back malaysia ...

last time when she wanted to leave us , she cried ... especially when she saw her dad- a patient of Parkinson's desease.

What a superwoman she is. Although she is not from a rich family , and she did not attend any tuition before , but her hard work paid off ! She used to travel Singapore alone and study at Australia alone.And now,the 7th year she stays at Australia, she becomes a doctor . The first doctor in our family .Her sister , her brother and the other cousin , Gary are still studying medicine . Just ....my grandma doesn't has this chance to know this good news.

i couldn't remember her appearance clearly.And maybe we cant meet with each other next time. But i do admire her and her hardship she paid as well...All the best to her..hope she can help the children at Australia lah ^.^