God,i need u !

2day morning when i woke up saw a msg from digi,
missed call from a strange number for 5 times around 1am~
hmm...aft tat morning he stl called me around 2 times,
but i didnt ans...
i was wondering who is that and it's a strange no 4 me,
so i don't wish to ans lorh~

aft that received a msg from that no:
Don't push too hard on yourself ya...
Leave the burden to our Lord..
for He know what you lack..
Amen?Take good care ya ^.^

me: u r ...?

xx:ur son...this is my 2nd no..

me:my son??!i havent marry yet...

xx:T.T ...iain a..mummy...~

haha...he is my senior lah~
feel so sorry for him cuz didnt ans his phone juz now~
quiet long time didnt contact with him ady since he moved to kl...
kinda miss some of my friends at other state but i don hav the time contact v them..
sometimes i juz scare i'll disturb them,
so didnt find them anymore...

the msg he send make me feel so touch...
continue,

me:sorry ya,juz now didnt ans ur call cuz i dunno that's u~wahh...u so long time didnt find me ady wor~

iain:nvm a ^.^..haha just wan chat...yalo,scare disturb you ar...some more i got a lot exam ...so kinda bz ..how is mummy a?

me:ya lor...recently exam season for everybody T.T I juz finished my trial only~

iain:hmm...add oil ya~but dont stress k?we got more advantages than others cuz we got Jesus.Do your best and the results is God...when is ur final exam?

me:very thx for ur 1st msg juz now..I feel myself started to neglect God ady~bz of my work n even no time to pray o read bible~very long time ady ..Juz go church every sun only n didnt listen wat the priest talking about~he talking in front,i study my sj there...very bad hor T.T treat God lk dis...

iain: ya lo..mummy so bad de a..haha jk~hmm i now at kl every fri ,sat,sun go church.and i start to see in my homework improves a lot by seeking God 1st...Is true...
Today i woke up got a sound from my heart told me to sms you...hmm..God wants u to noe He never leaves you. Mummy, for He is the truth,the light,and the way to success...
Try to seek Him 1st everytime you study...really a lot different ,believe and see...

me:really?actually i promised my church friend i will seeking God 1st 4 i do anything but i just cant make it~n sometimes feel like God ady don1 me since i treat Him like that..
Really thx a lot my son~T.T i oso get shock juz now y a stranger suddenly send me that msg~

i just chatted v iain awhile only cuz he wanna do his revision ady~
but wat he said 2 me really ....make me feel very touch~
as i noe,He trying to get some1 to tell me some msg...
as i noe,He wants me to noe he never leave me,
as i noe,He wants me to leave my burden for Him~

sorry....
i dont even realize that ....
U r still beside me although i didnt seeking for u whenever i need help~
n even didnt think about u whenever i need help~
seem like i ady 4get U n started to neglect U~
sorry Lord.....
n thx a lot~....
for ur love n ur forgiveness...
i really need U~